God this isnt easy….i wish i could just forget right now…
when do i stop thinking about how much i want him to hold me? touch me?
i need him. i need him so bad. I’ve built him up in my mind to always be here and now hes gone, not only in distance but i need to erase my needs for him.
this is so painful, i just want to stop hurting. i just want him to hold me.